social anxiety and giving up (basically basically.)


my horrific mental illness (basically) and not trying to get better (basically)

anorexia, bulimia, disorders, eating

  1. #1 by caketheory on August 8th, 2009

    Hi, I heard that there are groups of people who meet up once a month who suffer with social anxiety disorder etc. Why don’t you google social anxiety groups in your area and meet up with some of them. You might make a couple of good friends out of it and then you’ll feel less alien and can hang out together.
    Also, I can’t uderstand why you think its so important to be confident. Your SHY and there’s nothing wrong with that. Most people who are confident aren’t all that. Take Care.

  2. #2 by MH1185 on August 8th, 2009

    I understand what your going through…..I hate living in fear!

  3. #3 by VampiroDeLaFrontera on August 9th, 2009

    ☺ ♥ ☺

  4. #4 by everythingmary on August 10th, 2009

    this might sound really weird… but i find that drinking helps my bulimia a little bit. I binge and purge much less when I have a few shots. I tend to drink MUCH more when family comes to visit. I know it’s just another vise, but it might ease the tension. I want to give you a big hug.

  5. #5 by lindsdance9 on August 11th, 2009

    anorexia is cool. everyday you writhe in excruciating pain while deciding whether to eat that pizza. as soon as you take that first bite, you will retch and gag and puke from the depth your bowels. then you get a drink of water, only to choke on it while your bony body convulses from starvation. feeling full, you down a bottle of laxative, crawl to the bathroom and blast into the toilet. then you collapse in your own feces.

  6. #6 by chanohman06 on August 11th, 2009

    you know what?? i really, really appreciate this video. thank you so much for your authenticity and honesty here. i know most of us can truly relate to you. so you are not alone, remember that! p.s. good luck with theatre!!!!! <3

  7. #7 by GrowingandHealing on August 12th, 2009

    Sending you support right now!

  8. #8 by TaylorW1001 on August 14th, 2009

    I too have social anxiety :( it is hard isn’t it

  9. #9 by singitbrother on August 14th, 2009

    Go kill yourself Sioux, trust me no one will miss you, LOSER!!!! STALKER!!!!!

  10. #10 by yoguey on August 15th, 2009

    how long did it take for you to get your disability social security after you have filed?

  11. #11 by guitarmatt94 on August 18th, 2009

    i totally feel you. i have the same anxiety and it stinks!!!
    you seem completely normal to me though, haha i would get super nervous just making a video.

  12. #12 by webtruth105 on August 18th, 2009

    7:04 But it’s still like … because I’m in the lobby, right, and ready to go into this audition, and I’m like, and I’m totally like, just like, thinking my like…

    like 70 times. like totally.

    fun video

  13. #13 by jenneyefer86 on August 18th, 2009

    i have commented in other videos about how many times i say like. i’m from california. so if you don’t enjoy it, don’t, like, watch my videos!

  14. #14 by jenneyefer86 on August 18th, 2009

    shoot, i can’t remember. i think at least a month or more.

  15. #15 by yoguey on August 18th, 2009

    a month. I heard that it takes over a year. it’s cause I can’t get keep a job because I have agoraphobia. what are the requirements. I have only seen a therapist once

  16. #16 by sugarhigh100 on September 5th, 2009

    You’re NOT fat. I know i can’t change your mind, but its the truth. You’re really pretty too.

  17. #17 by maxxorelaxxo on September 25th, 2009

    Um, but you’re skinny…

  18. #18 by butterflyeagle2 on September 26th, 2009

    i think is not strange to show in youtube your problems, i used to do it, i think is a way to express your real feelings and discover it, and also i think its a way to help you and ask for help.

  19. #19 by RockandRoller918 on October 9th, 2009

    Dont be hard on yourself.I had SA really severely and have got better and now live a better life.Yes i had to go through counselling and do a lot of hard work.But it was all worth it as living with SA is a nightmare.You can get better from SA and you dont deserve this as you are a lovely girl.

  20. #20 by ToLiveIsToDie20 on October 14th, 2009

    I thought i wanted to lose weight first, which i later realized was a part of my perfectionism. Now im choosing to accept the way i am and change the way i look at the world, well thats just me and it aint easy. Good luck, do what you believe in :) .

  21. #21 by ToLiveIsToDie20 on October 14th, 2009

    Also I’ve noticed that in this video you mention what you are telling yourself, that you look bad and you think your a loser, well i used to do that too and baiscally from what ive learned thats setting ourselves up for defeat which is normal, if only we could conquer this?!

  22. #22 by IsThisTourettes on October 24th, 2009

    hey!! Your really brave for posting this!! I think your really awesome!! Thanks!!
    =D
    Hope your doing better too!!

  23. #23 by RominCool on October 28th, 2009

    Guests lol it is panic 4 me too

  24. #24 by MinutesToMidnight92 on November 8th, 2009

    I apologise if I sound rude, but you really do not need to loose any weight. You are absolutely fine, trust me. ;

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